要将自己指婚给他！
自己每次看到都会害怕，都会恐惧，怎么愿意日日和这样的一个人朝夕相处呢！
自己求过母后，求过父皇，可是父皇母后说自己必须嫁给上官誉表哥。
就连自己说可不可以嫁给比自己小三岁的上官睿表弟，都比父皇母后反驳回来了！
理由是自己比上官睿表弟大三岁！！！！！！
而后来自己接受了驸马表哥，与驸马生米煮成了熟饭，父皇母后这才勉强同意自己和驸马的婚事，这才不再提自己和上官誉的婚事！
新婚之夜，自己很幸福，因为以后自己终于不用再害怕被指婚给上官誉那个杀神 了！
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